It should hurt…
Loneliness,
Solitude,
Despair…
It should hurt…
not being able to embrace you
on the cold winter nights,
Lying alone on an empty bed,
With the memories of goodnight kisses and smiles.
Feeling your arms aching for an embrace,
The silent nights,
The magic spells…
The unshakeable trust.
It should hurt not having you by my side,
With your soft hands
Comforting my fears…
With your kind words
Creating the home where all my dreams
Want to rest…
It should hurt
Loving you this much
And waving goodbye
Every time you leave…
It should hurt,
My ravaging passion
Crushed by your silence,
my devotion diluted by your fears,
my time dismissed by
your urgencies…
It should hurt
Pretending to forget your name,
Concealing my trembling limbs
When your voice pierces the silence…
Taming this army of heartbeats
Whispering your name…
It should hurt,
But it should also heal…
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