You talk about love
as if love was a sudden glimpse of luck,
and not the most sublime act
of choosing each other every day
despite the storms.
You used all your excuses to break my spirit,
and you now pretend
that declaring your love
excuses you from all the pain
my soul suffered.
You ask for my hand,
now,
when we both know,
you are the one who closed
all the doors behind you.
I apologize if my sincerity might hurt you,
but I can’t accept your half-brewed excuses
and your withered flowers,
despite the pain it causes me
to know,
that you’ve lost your way…
You talk about my scars,
As if I have granted you the right
to touch the places
where my fragility builds lighthouses
and starry nights.
But I guess I should not be surprised
that you believe my fragility
is a dark shadow,
instead of the tender light
that allows the most beautiful gardens to bloom.
You don’t need my writing on your wall
to survive the solitude
and emptiness of your days,
you just need to open your soul and
let the sun enter…
Maybe love will find its way…
You offered me castles and empires,
when all I really needed
was a love that ignited my passions,
nurtured my spirit,
challenged my contradictions,
and protected my soul…
I love you,
but my love doesn’t save me
from the hurt you cause me.
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